God Help Me
Unwanted
You tell me not to be shy
She pushes me deeper into my corner.
You tell me to stand up for myself.
How can I when no ones willing to listen.
You say I should have more self esteem
How is that possible when she insults me daily?
You insist that I’m intelligent
She convinces me that I’m not
I say that she scares me
You insist that she’s just tough
But hey what do I know
You’re bigger, stronger and meant to be smarter.
What am I?
I’m just the sniveling wreck that cries herself to sleep.
I’m the outcast of the family.
The black sheep.
I hope your happy father
You now have a perfect family with a new wife and daughter.
But what I really meant to say was.
I’m sorry for fucking up your life.
You tell me not to be shy
She pushes me deeper into my corner.
You tell me to stand up for myself.
How can I when no ones willing to listen.
You say I should have more self esteem
How is that possible when she insults me daily?
You insist that I’m intelligent
She convinces me that I’m not
I say that she scares me
You insist that she’s just tough
But hey what do I know
You’re bigger, stronger and meant to be smarter.
What am I?
I’m just the sniveling wreck that cries herself to sleep.
I’m the outcast of the family.
The black sheep.
I hope your happy father
You now have a perfect family with a new wife and daughter.
But what I really meant to say was.
I’m sorry for fucking up your life.