In This World of Mine
I'm just a queen sitting on my throne,
Ruling over the land
I call home.
A land of lies
And dull edged knifes,
A land I helped create all on my own.
The grass stained with blood,
The wall built so high,
Built of the strongest bricks
I can find,
The strongest bricks,
My strongest lies.
It's keeping me from falling,
That wall that lets no one in;
My own personal defence,
My attitude,
I'm not a girl anyone wants to offend.
After all,
I push away everyone who tries to help,
Tries to keep me sane,
Along with those who rather joke,
Rather piss this girl off,
Instead of harmless play.
I just simply speak
Whats running through my mind;
Carefully spoken hurt,
Carefully chosen lies.
And everything just gets harder,
Yet so much easier,
All at the same time.
After all,
The problems solved for now,
But I just told one more lie.
One last lie that finishes
The construction of this world of mine,
And begins the destruction
Of whats left of my already messed up mind.
Ruling over the land
I call home.
A land of lies
And dull edged knifes,
A land I helped create all on my own.
The grass stained with blood,
The wall built so high,
Built of the strongest bricks
I can find,
The strongest bricks,
My strongest lies.
It's keeping me from falling,
That wall that lets no one in;
My own personal defence,
My attitude,
I'm not a girl anyone wants to offend.
After all,
I push away everyone who tries to help,
Tries to keep me sane,
Along with those who rather joke,
Rather piss this girl off,
Instead of harmless play.
I just simply speak
Whats running through my mind;
Carefully spoken hurt,
Carefully chosen lies.
And everything just gets harder,
Yet so much easier,
All at the same time.
After all,
The problems solved for now,
But I just told one more lie.
One last lie that finishes
The construction of this world of mine,
And begins the destruction
Of whats left of my already messed up mind.