If I Could

Through inflicted emotions,
too many to tell,
taking chances,
didn't turn out too well.
I am easily broken,
it has happened to many times,
the door I foolishly left open.
If I could break free,
you haven't earned my trust,
don't try to taunt me,
with those eyes of lust.
If I could leave,
there would be no misery anymore,
but I would be running,
if I walked out that door.
It's difficult understanding,
the way I feel,
stuck in fantasies,
when realities are too real.
I drift away as nothing,
my soul is long gone,
I will perish,
if I don't move on.