Lost Legend

how strong is your faith,
would you pray every day?
if you didnt have a place to stay?
how strong would your faith be?
enough to pull you off the streets?
enough to get you into a bed with silk sheets?
sometimes i scream,
wondering if he can hear me?
if he does why can't he answer me?
its like you abandoned me?
I have all these questions,
can you spare me a second?
hows my friend up in heaven?
the one i call legend?
can he see my smile?
its almost a mile long,
even though he's gone,
my faith is still clear,
its almost as if hes still here,
and i swear each of my tears,
is only cuz i miss my peers,
but can you blame me?
your death really changed me,
slipped into darkness made me crazy,
but im back, not too shady,
still have my faith,
pocket full of change,
and many more days.