Would you notice?

Would you notice if i ran away?
No, but you'd panic about how people would look at you, mom.

Would you notice it i cut a little deeper?
You'd care about the blood stains on the floor, mom

Would you notice if i cried?
Yes, but would tell me to stop if you were around people, mom

Would you notice that im screaming for help?
I want to die mom, you dont notice do you?

Would you notice that i hate you?
No, you too busy making me perfect.

Would you notice i cant be fixed?
No, i want to love but cant

Would you notice im dying?
Yes because thats when you'd step in....

Im sorry mom but you know you wont be able to get through to me, and even more sorry if you readthis. i dont give a shit anymore, im not you doll to show off.