The Rev.

I can barely talk
Barely move
Barely breath
Laying my head in my folded up arms
Tears soaking my sleeve
Why god, why him?
I must've asked a thousand times
As I'm writing this
The water from my eyes is blurring the lines
I can't think
I don't want to eat
The news came as a shock to me
And knocked me off of my feat

I have never met you
Now I never will till I leave this earth
The great friends we could've been
The things we could've shared

I hit my knees to the floor
Fold my hands together
Bowing my head I pray
" Why god?
Why did it have to end this way?
A man so young,
With yet so much to do.
Why Jimmy,
Why did this have to happen to you?
Heaven open your gates,
God open your arms.
I accept that this may have been his fate,
Protect his soul from harm.
May he watch over all the fans morning his death as I am.
I'm doing all that I can
To go on with life.

I have never been so affected with someone's death like this beside my dad's
Jimmy Sullivan was the friend I wish I could've had.
I may not be able to see him play his drums now,
But if I get into heaven,
It's what I'll do.
Words can not express how I miss you.
Lord if you can hear me,
Send this prayer up to the one I'm praying for.
I may not have been a good girl,
I've hardly prayed
And I know I have done wrong.
But please do this for me
So I might be able to move along.
Please make sure he hears this
It'll ease my heart a bit
And help clear my troubled mind,
Help me to leave some of the hurt behind.

We'll play drums together up in that big blue sky
And chase after the stallion duck as it goes by.
I've known you through your music,
Someday in the afterlife,
I'll get to know you again.
In the Lord's name I pray,
Amen."