I'm Not Scared(and Other Issues Concerning My Current Life)

You sitting there
Didn't scare
You being his host
Should scare me the most
But none of it does
This all has the fuzz
Of a blurry dream

And although I should be happy
I just want to scream
Why does this not frighten me?
Is there something wrong?
There must be
There must be...
Why do these things drone on and on?

I wish it would stop
And all would be said and done
But there's something there, a doorstop
That causes it to stay and weigh a ton

I'm only fourteen!
It shouldn't be this way!
There's so much that is still unseen
How should I know what is right
And what is wrong
I shouldn't have
To be this strong