It Just Hurts

I can't believe
Anything,
Anyone,
Not anymore at least...
I can't believe
What happened,
What I don't remember...
What I wish I knew.
I sit here wondering why..
Wondering what happened to me,
To you,
To everything I thought I knew.
And most importantly,
Why did it all happen to me?
Why did you do this to me?
What did I ever do to you?
Yet I still won't ever hate you,
Can't ever hate you,
Cause it'd only make missing you
Hurt even more.