Locked

You’re a hypocrite, childish.
It’s okay until someone does it back.
You’re a jerk, a pussy.
You love dishing out pain, but can’t take it when someone fights back.
You get off on the pain, on the look of tear threatened eyes.
You think your words don’t sting if you laugh about it, play it off as a joke.
I laugh it off, shot something back, but it doesn’t matter.
My self-esteem still breaks at your words
It makes me wanna die
I hate being in the same room as you
I hate being in the same HOUSE as you
But I’m stuck
Threatened, lock.
And no one cares.
Fuck it all.
I’m leaving this soon