Anything but Normal

More then messed up,
So far from okay,
My head spinning
'Round and 'round,
My emotions being played.
Too much information
To sort through inside my head;
Too many feelings,
Not even one that I can explain.
I try my hardest to handle
Everything and anything I can,
Won't accept help from others,
Won't grasp their outstretched hands.
So I walk this broken path,
Not by myself, but still alone,
Trying to keep facts from feelings,
Trying to stay as close as I can
To normal.