Forgettable

Some days I wonder...
If I died,
Would they care?
Would they cry for me?
Would they miss me?
Or would they even notice?
And my answer is always,
Probably not.
Even though they that they care,
No matter how hard I try,
I can't believe them.
Is there anyone like me?
Do they understand how I feel?
Are they alone?
Like me?
Do they feel l left out?
Are they ignored no matter how loud they speak?
Are they invisible?
I just want to be seen.
I want to know if there's someone out there.
Who cares about me.
What did I do?
Am I that forgettable?