"Self-hatred" by The Eyes of Morphine

Self-hatred
(Verse 1)
Hells coming closer but I just don't seem to care. Nothing matters cause no one's here. My limbs are to numb to wield, my heart is to cold to fear. I've tooken my last stand, I've tooken my last bow. And to whom it may concern absolve me for all I've done.
(Hook)
Cause Im tired of speculating the tracks of life, I've tasted the brackishness f the world.
(Chorus)
Someone take it all away, don't try to convience me stay. And now my second sight is now made up. So every one rejoice to the new gospel of my self-hate.
(verse 2)
I've counted all the crosses, i've counted all my scars. I hope this gets to them. I refuse to follow them. i dont need your sympathy, I dont need any thearpy. You just have to deal with it and realize that this is me. Maybe one day you will feel all things i feel.