behind my smile

Why do I have to live this way?
All the pain inside
that I have to hide

I put on a smile
for all my friends to see
so they don't know the real me

I find no point to this life
I want to die
cause my life is one big liel

the cuts and burns on my arms and legs
are there to remind me of the life I had

Now its time for me to say goodbye
all I wish is that I would die

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