Heartache

My heart aches...
it aches for you
ever since you went away
nothing has been the same

When I close my eyes I still see your face
I wear your cologne to bed, it makes it seem like your there
holding me until I fall asleep but it still isn't the same
it will never be the same

your side of the bed stays made, a reminder that your a memory from yesterday
your clothes stay packed away in the dresser, sometimes I hug them to my body but it only makes me feel worst. It only makes the pain real.
The pictures still hang on the wall but your just a face in a photograph now.

I think of you all the time, the mourning can be seen in my eyes
the sad smiles I get from our friends lets me know that you're really gone
I ask God, why me? why you? what did we ever do?
But he never answers me, not the way I want him to.
I just wish he would have given me a sign, a warning.....a little more time
or at least a chance to tell you I love You. Goodbye.