Far Away

My heart stops beating
My pulse quickens up
My head spins round
As the quarrel winds down

I want to walk away
Far away
So far
I'm all alone
Like how I feel inside

When she forgets
I'll remember
I want to her to see
The angry in me
How I'm mad
That

That day was taken away
With depressing thoughts
Of suicide

Because of a damn fight
I had to go home then

I had to lie!
To my parents!
I had to tell them I was fine!
When I wasn't!

I don't want to fucking lie to them!
It's all I have been doing since
5th grade!
I haven't been fine!
I was finally happy!

Then you stole that!
The only damn thing I had left!
When will you see
That I'm not okay?!