What Was.

This is what I get for getting my hopes up.
Now the both of us are stuck in this bottomless rut.
How many times are we gonna break our hearts?
How many times are with going to restart
Something destined to fail.
When will we realize life isn't a fairy-tale.

I thought we were more mature than this.
I guess I was in denial.
What a pointless hit-and-miss.
I feel like a child.
Silly and dumb
Over you.
I'd kill just to run
Away from the truth.
Away from us.
Away from what was.

You don't wanna believe me
But only you can see
By the look in my eyes
That I wanna scream and cry.
I'll keep myself together.
Say this is for the better.

I thought we were more mature than this.
I guess I was in denial.
What a pointless hit-and-miss.
I feel like a child.
Silly and dumb
Over you.
I'd kill just to run
Away from the truth.
Away from us.
Away from what was.

And I won't call you
Even if I want to.
And I won't do this again
Neither one of us win.
Oh.

I thought we were more mature than this.
I guess I was in denial.
What a pointless hit-and-miss.
I feel like a child.
Silly and dumb
Over you.
I'd kill just to run
Away from the truth.
Away from us.
Away from what was.

Take me away from us.
Take me away from what was.
I don't wanna see the truth.
I don't wanna see you.
Because that'll make me recall
What was.
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My sad song I wrote. Please give me feedback. I want to improve as a song writer.