Me without you

I've been living with a cloud above my head
Can't seem to find the sun or catch my breath
I've been like this for so long
I'm so trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on.

Can't seem to find any rainbows after rain
Looks like I'm full of depression once again.
There's no other explanation
You were never open to my suggestions.

I requested for a happy life with you
A Life that concentrates with just us two.
But you never were interested
I just don't understand why I keep wanting to have you.