Unknowningly So

Everything came upon me,
Unexpectedly.
You're sudden change of heart,
Bewildering.
Explain to me, please,
How lies drop so easily from your lips.
Understanding is beyond me,
So be my guide through this nightmare,
You so lovingly created for me.
I'm failing, I'm falling;
Your hands no longer hold me.
I'm crying, I'm bleeding;
Your heart no longer cherishes me.
I whisper in your ear,
"Was anything ever real?"
An answer is all I want.
An answer is all I need.
Your words, however, do not grace me.
I watch your retreating figure.
My eyes, floodgates.