Scared
I'm still scared I am going to tumble
flashing my fears and cold hatred that lies in
deep of my soul.
that people usually turn away to.
or ending up eyeballing me like a tiger as there pray
only wishing for the personal parts of me
that I might now want to give.
I am worried
I will say wrong
feel a way they don't..
and in the end be in the shallow deep ocean
swimming,
praying,
wishing, someone would find me
along with the endless others in the sea.
I only seem to find darkness
only manage to dip my way into the black earth that lays upon me
so now I pray she won't run away..
like all the others..
me know for sure..she'll be different
flashing my fears and cold hatred that lies in
deep of my soul.
that people usually turn away to.
or ending up eyeballing me like a tiger as there pray
only wishing for the personal parts of me
that I might now want to give.
I am worried
I will say wrong
feel a way they don't..
and in the end be in the shallow deep ocean
swimming,
praying,
wishing, someone would find me
along with the endless others in the sea.
I only seem to find darkness
only manage to dip my way into the black earth that lays upon me
so now I pray she won't run away..
like all the others..
me know for sure..she'll be different