Worthless

I feel like I’m worthless

I feel so alone

The times they fly by

The air hard as stone

I try not to cry

But I never succeed

Because the look in your eyes

Tells exactly what I need

You don’t think I need this

You don’t think I’m worth it

Maybe if you looked harder

You would see past that shit

But nevertheless

I sit here at home

Waiting for those words

The ones so unknown

I cry to myself

Hiding from you

Scared to let you see me

Though maybe you knew

I don’t want to be so alone

I miss when we used to get along

We used to be friends

But I guess I was wrong

It wouldn’t last forever

Like nothing ever does

And though I try hard to get it back that way

I know I never could bring back what was

Even if I did manage

To get you to like me

I’d still never forgive you

For hating me like I’m some piece of debris

I hate you so much

But I can’t make myself say it

I feel so worthless

Whenever you go for the hit

I feel like I’m worthless

I feel so alone

The times they fly by

The air hard as stone