Overdose

Walking along the roads, you wonder why you're numb
Your heartbeat races, your eyes are burning in the sun
Your voice is weak from cries of fear, panic, solitude.
Did you ever wonder if she was crying back to you?

Your scared and your running to nowhere from no one
The shadows grow darker, grip tighter on your gun
You say that you're dying, she watches you, crying
The scars on your soul only keep you denying
Her feelings for you and you don't seem to care
Selfish obsessions, the bonds slowly tear

It travels so slowly, a one journey try
Euphoria runs through your veins in some time
The smile grows larger, no longer looks pained
You hold her in your arms, your tears are now stained.
Happiness kills the fear inside your heart
In a single minute, the drugs make their mark.
The sweetness in your voice when you start to talk
Fear grows in your eyes when it starts to wear off...

Darkened eyes, honey it's no surprise this happened
She stands by you, but she leaves you with one last kiss
She looks into your heart, says "It's your fault, you tore us apart" and she cries
She embraces you, nothing else to turn to and she slowly whispers goodbye.

Your scared and your running to nowhere from no one
The shadows grow darker, grip tighter on your gun
You say that you're dying, she watches you, crying
The scars on your soul only keep you denying
Her feelings for you and you don't seem to care
Selfish obsessions, the bonds slowly tear

It travels so slowly, a one journey try
Euphoria runs through your veins in some time
The smile grows larger, no longer looks pained
You hold her in your arms, now you won't refrain!
Happiness kills the fear inside your heart
In a single minute, the drugs make their mark.
The sweetness in your voice when you start to talk
Fear grows in your eyes when it starts to wear off...

Run away!
You're going insane
This isn't a game
Remember her name?

Addiction running through your mind
The man you were has slowly died
You never realized how hard she tried
You'll never realize you're blind

You run and hide from your own guilt
Your honest complexion has made you panic more
Your perfect rose begins to wilt
Your addiction worsened than it was before!

It travels so quickly, a ten journey try
Anxiety runs through your veins in no time
The screaming grows louder, intense, numbing pain
Your arms are now empty, she won't come again!
Anxious outrages have killed your own heart
Pulling your hair as you then tear apart
The anger in your voice, the pain from the meds
You reach for your gun, bring it towards your head...
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I'm concerned with myself for writing all these odd poems xD