A hidden side of me
People always seem to think it's okay...
When they play with my feelings everyday
I try to be happy,to laugh and to smile
But I just really want to be alone for awhile
They say I can't handle their problems with just a single try
I hope they feel what I'm feeling that makes me want to die
My life may seem ordinary,simple and nothing-special compared to yours...
But do you feel a sharp knife stabbing you in the heart with full force?
There's a hidden side of me that nobody knows...
Where hatred,anger and depression secretly grows
My pillows are wet because of the tears I shed
Does the darkness pull on my soul with an unbreakable thread?
Bittersweet memories endlessly flood back on my mind
If I run away from it all...Is there still hope to find?
Deep within a crowd of strangers,I stand alone...
Could somebody please guide me through the emotional breakdown zone?
If I walk away,all will be erased
But I'm secretly wishing someone is waiting for me when I reach the base...
For me,dying without fighting is the biggest crime...
I hope when I whisper my wish...
Somebody will be there to save me in the nick of time...
When they play with my feelings everyday
I try to be happy,to laugh and to smile
But I just really want to be alone for awhile
They say I can't handle their problems with just a single try
I hope they feel what I'm feeling that makes me want to die
My life may seem ordinary,simple and nothing-special compared to yours...
But do you feel a sharp knife stabbing you in the heart with full force?
There's a hidden side of me that nobody knows...
Where hatred,anger and depression secretly grows
My pillows are wet because of the tears I shed
Does the darkness pull on my soul with an unbreakable thread?
Bittersweet memories endlessly flood back on my mind
If I run away from it all...Is there still hope to find?
Deep within a crowd of strangers,I stand alone...
Could somebody please guide me through the emotional breakdown zone?
If I walk away,all will be erased
But I'm secretly wishing someone is waiting for me when I reach the base...
For me,dying without fighting is the biggest crime...
I hope when I whisper my wish...
Somebody will be there to save me in the nick of time...