You're Really Dead

When I thought I loved you,
I wasn't lying,
I was denying the true.

When I thought you were the one,
I really believed it,
I was falling for the pun.

When I realized I was lying,
I told you the truth,
You just started crying.

When you told me you were high,
I was scared and sad,
All I did was cry.

I never thought you'd sink so low,
To hurt yourself the way you did,
You proved it so.

I never believed you'd really go,
I thought you were strong,
Now I have a weight to tow.

I just can't get it in my head,
I deny it every minute,
That you're really dead.