The Beating Component

Wrapped in love and compassion
you'll find the beating component
forced into hate and dispare
you know you'll find it there.

Entwined with a needle and thread
what you seek is bloodstained red
compressed into lonliness
you'll find it's all depressed.

Too soft to gain strength
Too sad to be ranked
Was hated and misused
Too late for an excuse
Too early to be told
Too young to be too old
Have been torn and out of place
and the memories are too late
to be erased.

Soaked in sorry words
cause she did this to herself
abandoned in hope and thought
cause everything was not.

And because her depression had led her here
she thought she could etch out all her fear
but she never knew the consequence
she never had her self defence.