The Note

I finally came up with the courage to give it to you,
Hoping you'd soon realize you love me, too.
But you haven't replied or given me a hint,
Though I wish you would and make it quick.
Don't try to leave cause I'd just bring you back,
You'd make my heart empty and it would go black.
How long have you known I can't live without you?
How long have you known it's nothing but true?
I guess my note was made a little too late,
And I guess the pain goes along with my fate.
You nodded and smiled when you took it from me,
My blush was covered so you couldn't see.
When I called out your name my heartbeat stopped dead,
And when you turned completely nothing else could be said.
I held it out for you to take,
"Here," was the only sound I could make.
I was sure you wouldn't read it but I hoped for the best,
And I'm almost sure I'd fail this love test.
A day has passed and we haven't talked since,
I'm shaking you out of my head yet still looking for hints.
I can't believe I'm admitting it but it's probably the truth,
Although I can deal with it, I can't get over you.