Confused.

This is not the feeling I wanted
I don't want to things to get complicated.
I now realized what I did was insane,
I finally am stuck in my own shame.

I know I could lie to conquer this rattle
For it just brings me to so much hassle.
But my heart draws on scratch
Of how I could make all this things match for us.

Cos, man, you know what I wanted to say..
That I never want to move from this phase.
How I wished March would come slower,
And that somehow this is a chance of now or never.