Tearing Me Apart

So, I've been here before
Watching lovers, but unfortunately
There's nothing more
Just to see you down the street of -

Misery, it's crawling inside my skin
Reaching for us deep within
I lie here, Controlled by my fear
Trying to erase your sins

This new life slowly tearing me apart
I could not take it
I could not break it
This wall around my heart
It's tearing me apart