Still Alive...For Now

I'm so irritated
So confused
So I keep cutting
Cutting through
Some of the mistakes
No one can undo
I know it's not
A real way out
But it's better than feeling
Like a robot
Who doesn't feel anything
Not even when it's bleeding
I can feel that pain
So I know that I'm alive
I know that I am still human
To some degree
Let's hope I can survive