This Is The Day I Die.

I drink away the sadness,
And I smoke away the tears.

I cut away my life,
And I waste away the years.

I don't have any friends,
because they all walked away.

I don't have any family,
because none of them would stay.

I beg for money,
But no one hears my sorry pleas.

And it is on this very day,
I fall upon my knees.

"Why did you do this to me?"
I cry unto the sky.

For this dreadful day,
Is the day that I will die.