Have you ever

Have you ever looked in the mirror
and hated the person looking back at you?
have you ever cried yourself to sleep
wishing someone knew what you were going through

when people say your nice looking
you know there being unreal
you shake your head and tell them not too
and continue putting up that shield.

how do you expect me to believe you?
when you can't even look me in the eye
when ive been told different all my life
and im not willing to believe another lie

people think i'm being silly
when i say i hate being me
im not special, im nothing, i'm no-one
thats the way it should be.