My black heart

I’m the quiet one in the corner
The one who cries the tears,
I’m the one who can tell nobody nothing
And continues her life-long fears.

I’m the one who fakes the smiles
The one who says nothings wrong,
I’m the one who writes it in a poem,
Or sometimes in a song.

Living my life as it goes by
Is what I’m forced to do
Pretend like everything’s ok..
I blame everything on you.

So you go and live your perfect life
And I’ll continue to hide
I’ll remain keeping all the mess
In my black heart deep inside.