I want
I want to stop crying,
But it hurts so bad,
I want to stop hurting,
But I can’t help being sad.
It hurts to breath in,
And it hurts to breath out,
I wish it would stop,
But my heart’s full of doubt.
Tears filling my eyes,
And they won’t stop falling down,
My hearts tearing to pieces,
Though I still can’t make a sound.
I’m screaming as loud as I can,
But no one seems to hear,
I want to run away,
I feel so full of fear.
My head feels like a thousand pounds,
My heart it seems much more,
And though I’d like to stay here,
I still feel like walking out the door.
I want to stop crying,
But my soul feels so dead,
I want to stop trying,
To get these words out of my head.
I feel like giving up,
On everything I’d hoped,
I don’t want to stay here,
As everything is roped.
It feels as if I’m in a forest,
Everything’s so dark and damp,
I walk to find my way out,
With nothing but a small lamp.
I can run for hours,
But no one sees me hear,
I can scream for days,
But no one knows my fear.
The rain always falls,
Down through the trees,
But the sun doesn’t shine,
Even as I fall to my knees.
Monsters hide in trees and the brush,
Bugs surround the leaves,
And as I lay in the dirt bed I’ve made,
I can only hope everyone believes.
I want to stop crying,
But the pain is too strong,
I want to give up,
Want you to be wrong.
I want to stop screaming,
But my hearts full of fear,
I want to stop trying,
As you are always near.
And soon it will be okay,
As the rain stops coming down,
The leaves will fall,
But they won’t make a sound.
The sun will shine through,
Where the leaves used to be,
And then a path will come,
Made especially for me.
But it hurts so bad,
I want to stop hurting,
But I can’t help being sad.
It hurts to breath in,
And it hurts to breath out,
I wish it would stop,
But my heart’s full of doubt.
Tears filling my eyes,
And they won’t stop falling down,
My hearts tearing to pieces,
Though I still can’t make a sound.
I’m screaming as loud as I can,
But no one seems to hear,
I want to run away,
I feel so full of fear.
My head feels like a thousand pounds,
My heart it seems much more,
And though I’d like to stay here,
I still feel like walking out the door.
I want to stop crying,
But my soul feels so dead,
I want to stop trying,
To get these words out of my head.
I feel like giving up,
On everything I’d hoped,
I don’t want to stay here,
As everything is roped.
It feels as if I’m in a forest,
Everything’s so dark and damp,
I walk to find my way out,
With nothing but a small lamp.
I can run for hours,
But no one sees me hear,
I can scream for days,
But no one knows my fear.
The rain always falls,
Down through the trees,
But the sun doesn’t shine,
Even as I fall to my knees.
Monsters hide in trees and the brush,
Bugs surround the leaves,
And as I lay in the dirt bed I’ve made,
I can only hope everyone believes.
I want to stop crying,
But the pain is too strong,
I want to give up,
Want you to be wrong.
I want to stop screaming,
But my hearts full of fear,
I want to stop trying,
As you are always near.
And soon it will be okay,
As the rain stops coming down,
The leaves will fall,
But they won’t make a sound.
The sun will shine through,
Where the leaves used to be,
And then a path will come,
Made especially for me.