wants

I want to end this life,
Release all this pain,

I want the blood to come out,
Watch it fall like rain,

I want a life I can live,
Where I can finally be freed,

I have to many wants,
They overcome my needs,

I have lust in my life,
A supposed sin,

and yet i want none of it,
because never do I win,

I'm always shot down,
No matter where I look,

So i can end it all now,
With my own life I took