Last Night

These crimson tears
are falling
It's too late,
now they're running free
You can't save me
from myself now.
I guess this is what it's meant to be...
Go on!
I don't need you!
Yes you caused it
But I'm the one who
wanted it, wanted it
so bad

I can feel myself
dying
my heart collapsing
in on itself
I'm all alone for this
always alone

I need you now
more than ever
Can you not hear me?
My pleading turns to
screaming

How did we get
to this place?
All we do is ask questions
Who has the answers?
Obviously you don't
So neither do I

Save me...

All I can do it just...
Save me
All I can find is just...
Save me

Was I born for this?
This pain and struggle?
What happened to life?
What happened to meaning?
So much pain
is falling from these wrists
So much love
is falling from my heart
So many memories
are falling from my mind

I can't feel now
All is numb
But the cold
freezes my skin
Lying on this floor
Cold dead floor
My blood turns
blue, the oxygen
suffocating me

My vision dims
the corners blur
I'm not sure,
but am I bleeding?
Tell me love,
how do I look?
Chained and broken
I bet it's a good look
for me

Wait.
Why are you crying?
You didn't care!
You didn't care!
You had laughed
while I'd lied there,
crying hard and fast
I knew then that
hope didn't last

Why are you here?
What happened to that
slut?
What? She too tired to-
Fuck it. What's the
point anyway?

Leave me
I want to do this
ALONE.
Cut myself
for my stupid decisions
Hear my screams
tear my throat
Though the blade
already left its mark
there, I'm finished
Let me bleed

I never want to
see this again
This broken face,
broken heart.
Dying is my latest
Passion.

Love, don't cry
Leave the blade and I
I have layed us
both to rest
There will be no
heroes tonight.
just victims

Don't' worry about
me anymore
You were nothing
but a paramour

I feel it now
I'm almost gone
For you, I'll keep it
short and simple
Baby I loved you
and you tore us
apart
But tonight I am the
tearer and the breaker

So,
So long
and goodbye
For this is my,
Last Night.