Hate the Thing ThaT Burns My Heart

They keep waking me up at night
Like a Baby
That keeps a mom awake all night

When i wake up in the morning
My face is wet with tears
My eyes are Red
And I am sobbing in my pillow

I hate this thing
That comes at night
When my eyes are closed
When I'm fast asleep

I hate it so much
For it seems so real
I want it to stop
loneliness, pain, hatred
Anger, Guilt
Everything

I don't know what it is yet
But someday when I find out
I'll definitely
Put a stop to it.