Silent Book

Im a silent page in a silent book, you have no clue until you take a look.
You dig deeper and deeper into my chapters, But all you find are silent clatters.
Clatters of dark tears on the floor, This happy little girl is no more.
I pray to God I won't fade away cause I'm not ready to leave today.
You read my words written inside, Sentences I'm afraid to show on the outside.
My face is filled with beautiful pictures, Unlike any others.
My mask is thick and strong, To break away from iit would be oh so wrong.
Soon the end will come, And it will be gruesome.
I'll bleed from every pore, Leaving my love plattered on the floor.
My love was spread across the seas, Like a dreadful disease.
A disease killing all, As death will crawl.
I've written my own destiny in the sand, I've created my own dreamland.
My words of ink carved so heartbroken, In the dark wood of my own coffin.
A drop of ruby red in my eyes, Fists bruise when you hear my cries.
This book of grief became my poison of relief.
So count down the breaths i take, And say you love me while I'm still awake.
Let the fear of shrieks run down my cheeks.
Let's runaway together somewhere forbidden, And we can forget this was ever written.
This book of weakness, Is leaving me bloodless.
Shrill words you don't truly fathom, These words that are so numb.