Find My Tears.

Been away for quite a while,
And now I'm back where I began,
The rust on these walls tell the time,
And now I understand.

I haven't seen you in a while,
Never wanted to fly back home,
Because all the time when you were there,
I'd always feel alone.

But the call came after a while,
Told me I'd have to see you once again,
Because there'd be no one else around,
To bury you, and let it end.

So here I am, mommy,
Did you miss me when I wasn't here?
Did you even try to look for me,
Or did you stay home with your fear?

I don't feel any guilt,
It's funny how there's no remorse,
Do you mind if I smile?
Or would it make this any worse?