complicated simplicity

It seems like youve outgrown me now & not a moment too soon. The only thing that connects us now is looking to the moon. You want me to move on right now, but I'm holding you back. I want to stay in the past because you have the things I lack. With everything thats happening you're pushing me away. Of all the things in my life I thought that you would stay. I come to you with my problems, what a shocker, ring some bells. But when I try and talk to you, you talk about something else. I understand if I'm clingy and I need to give you space, but don't try to ignore me or yell at me to my face. Please just tell me when what I do is wrong, because what is going to happen if this friendship soon is gone? We use to be eachothers twin because we shared so much, but now it seems like you're a twin to everything you touch. I don't care if we're moving apart, I just don't wanna move away. But if you don't understand this than there's not much left to say. If you don't wanna be my BF then I'll find someone new, but just remember this, my first choice is always you. Stop playing these mind games, I don't wanna play anymore. You make me wanna surrender because you're just a selfish whore. I wanna kill myself to stop you from causing me pain. Then how would you feel that you helped me to be slain? I should just end it all since no one seems to care, and even if someone does they never seem to share. I know I've threatend this before, but I thought it'd make someone care a little more. So I guess our relationship will always be nothing but Complicated Simplicity.