Struggling.
I'm struggling,
To speak while keeping sanity,
It's hard to leave if your begging please,
So I'm struggling to keep breathing with you,
You love me- just kill me,
You hate me- just leave me,
Cause I need a minute,
Just a second,
To see straight,
These words,
They mean something,
To you,
You see nothing,
In them,
I breathe,
I never want to wake up,
Yet I open my eyes to see perfect silver,
Held quietly in my hand,
I'm struggling to stay alive.
To speak while keeping sanity,
It's hard to leave if your begging please,
So I'm struggling to keep breathing with you,
You love me- just kill me,
You hate me- just leave me,
Cause I need a minute,
Just a second,
To see straight,
These words,
They mean something,
To you,
You see nothing,
In them,
I breathe,
I never want to wake up,
Yet I open my eyes to see perfect silver,
Held quietly in my hand,
I'm struggling to stay alive.