A Cry For...

I want to cry
I wish there was a way out
I can't think straight
I'm afraid to screw things over
I hate the risks I have to take
Sometimes I pray to God
but no one answers my cry for help
Making my beliefs stop there
Tears threaten to overwhelm my eyes
but I know that won't help my situation
A ball is crammed down my throat
It also begins to tighten
I can't even speak for fear of letting out a sob
I'm wishing for some miracle
but I know my life is no fairy- tale.