Still No Reply

I don't need you to reply.
I don't even want you to.
I'll be absolutely fine if you don't.
Infact I'll be better if you don't...

Who am I kidding?
Why haven't you replyed yet?
I've spent the last 20 minutes just staring at the screen,
waiting,
and nothings happened.
Why hasn't anything happened?

I did send it, right?
Of course I sent it.
I've already checked 17 times,
17,
thats your lucky number...

Your not replying becuase you think I'm mad.
Yeah,
that must be it.
What else would it be?
But what I sent wasn't that bad.
Well, I didn't think so anyway.
Not enough to drive you away at least.

30 minutes.
Still nothing.

Whats the matter?
What did I say to make you run away like this?
I know I sounded needy.
Thats because I need you more than ever right now.

And you're not speaking to me.
And it's driving me crazy.
But I guess you don't know this.
Was it not obvious?

I can't stand this much longer.
Why won't you just reply?

Please...

I'm begging you.
You know I don't beg.

45 mnutes.
An hour.
An hour and a half.
Still nothing.