Wind Chimes

There are purple clouds over top of me
I am happy
The grass is lush and spongy but does not flatten as I lay down upon it but rather creates a Cushion for my body
The sky is dark like the night with a full moon in a beautiful blood orange color that makes my soul ache for companionship
The stars are spread out like a million little holes poked through black velvet held up against a light
I am happy
Is I walk there is no sound
No other people
I am utterly alone
The tree's are full of red and gold tones
They are trapped unable to move from season to season
I like it
It is poetic and beautiful
I am wearing cotton
The softest finest cotton died a light blue grey
My hair is soft and tangled
Wild
I am alone and happy
I hear the soft sounds of wind chimes and imagine tin whistles from the Irish songs my grandmother sang

I place a hand against a worn tree and thrill at the feeling of life
I follow the sound of high tinkling notes and envision small fairy like people dancing on Their toes around a fire with the moon shining on their backs
This is where i want to be
I am happy alone and wild
People are not here to ridicule and cut me up and organize me into neat boxes
No one is here to categorize or classify my mind and what ails me
I am free
The world is my oyster
A hard shelled slimy being that will one day make something beautiful with all the grit it has Swallowed
The woods break away to make a view of the water, the chimes of broken plates and metal Scrapes are hanging from the tree's their colored glass glinting with the moon light
The water is illuminated
Beautiful
Everything is beautiful here
It just is as it is
Nothing questioned

I climb up the large tree and lay back on the thick branch and smile at the stars winking Through the leaves to me
They are my friends
I share companionship with the moon
It is part of me
Alone and pale
Sometimes red
Showing it's wounds and blood for only moments
I understand the feeling of distance and pain
But it irrelevant in this place
In this place where nothing can be as others want
But only how it feels it should be