I Can't

I can't do anything right can I?
I'm always messing up,
Never able to make amends.
I wasn't ever taught.

I try to make you proud,
Try to be a good daughter.
But I can't.

Why should you care?
I'm not important to you anyways.
I only live under your roof,
I'm nothing special.

I hurt her more than I help,
Cause her pain every day.
I try to change,
But I can't.

I mislead the ones around me,
Judge before I give chances.
I always have,
That's what I was shown.

I try to follow rules,
But I can't.
I was meant to break them.

I try to find the right friends,
The ones who will please you.
But I can't,
I don't know who they are.

I don't know what to do,
I'm trying to fix it all,
But I can't.