My Past And My Future

My past is horrible,
my future I cannot see,
Why does this always happen to me?
I try and try,
but all I get is tears,
How can I face my most darkest fears?
I push and I push,
but I go no further,
Maybe you were right,
its all over,
I'm useless,
pathetic,
but your no better.
You told me I'm worthless,
and you worth it all,
I wish some one would catch me,
before I fall,
but it's too late,
I'm already gone.