Lonely Heart

I've felt it all before
hardly anymore
since these doors are closed
I have hold of my heart
you want to come inside?
it's open wide
just wait in line
wipe your feet at the door
I'll fill it until it bursts
with sham friends
and short term memories
fake smiles
hide the pain
you run
you hide
when things get bad
I'm left deserted
hollow
nothing but thought to keep me occupied
unable to understand
how now ones standing when the smoke clears
when all that's needed is the truth
too hard to comprehend
the idea of lying
too appealing
desire twists what's right
disregard the past
it doesn't last
but for now you'll haunt me
creeping through my mind
wake me from myself
save me from this world
a nightmare too real
daylight's nothing but fiction
the realm of my heart
lays untouched and dim
without love
without sense
well acquainted with longing
perhaps its become
past praying for
a dream of a dream to pull me from this place
unable to grasp
the complexity of my situation
your dismissed
just go
I know what it's like
to be alone