it's because of you.
i'm searching for truth within lies.
as tears roll down my cheeks, i question everything.
i wonder if it was ever true.
it's because of you.
i still do everything i use to,
i eat, i sleep, i think.
yet it all seems to revolve around you.
i eat. but only to stay alive, because i hope and wish that just maybe at some point in time, you actually cared, and that maybe you still do.
i sleep. i dream of you, as tears fall, amazed i made it through another day, i cry myself to sleep.
and i think. i think about you. i think about my mistakes, our mistakes. i think about death, misery, darkness. is life even worth living after you've been ripped apart, chewed up, spit out?
its because of you.
i wonder, and i just want to know.
why did you say you loved me if you never meant it?
when i told you i loved you, i meant it. i meant it so deeply, so sincerely, i never wanted to hurt you.
so what did you mean when you said it? because you hurt me. i loss my direction, and i can't see light anymore. its only dark. i cry alone in the darkness waiting for the light. yet the light never comes, because you're my light.
i'm crying out for you to find me, to save me.
but you don't hear me. i'm stuck in this never-ending pain. i can't escape this nightmare.
i'm screaming. i'm screaming for you to wake me up. but you still don't hear me.
i'm praying for this pain to go away. i'm praying this will all end soon. i'm praying this is actually a nightmare, because being in a nightmare, is better than losing you,
but no one answers my prayers.
it's because of you.
this is all because of you.
but now i have to fix this mess,
but i can't, i dont know how.
so i'm trapped, trapped in misery.,
and no one is even trying to save me.
it's because of you i'm broken.
the truth is right here; it's because of you.
as tears roll down my cheeks, i question everything.
i wonder if it was ever true.
it's because of you.
i still do everything i use to,
i eat, i sleep, i think.
yet it all seems to revolve around you.
i eat. but only to stay alive, because i hope and wish that just maybe at some point in time, you actually cared, and that maybe you still do.
i sleep. i dream of you, as tears fall, amazed i made it through another day, i cry myself to sleep.
and i think. i think about you. i think about my mistakes, our mistakes. i think about death, misery, darkness. is life even worth living after you've been ripped apart, chewed up, spit out?
its because of you.
i wonder, and i just want to know.
why did you say you loved me if you never meant it?
when i told you i loved you, i meant it. i meant it so deeply, so sincerely, i never wanted to hurt you.
so what did you mean when you said it? because you hurt me. i loss my direction, and i can't see light anymore. its only dark. i cry alone in the darkness waiting for the light. yet the light never comes, because you're my light.
i'm crying out for you to find me, to save me.
but you don't hear me. i'm stuck in this never-ending pain. i can't escape this nightmare.
i'm screaming. i'm screaming for you to wake me up. but you still don't hear me.
i'm praying for this pain to go away. i'm praying this will all end soon. i'm praying this is actually a nightmare, because being in a nightmare, is better than losing you,
but no one answers my prayers.
it's because of you.
this is all because of you.
but now i have to fix this mess,
but i can't, i dont know how.
so i'm trapped, trapped in misery.,
and no one is even trying to save me.
it's because of you i'm broken.
the truth is right here; it's because of you.