My Dear Beloved

Oh how my heart weeps
It swells and clutches itself
Filling my soul and body with grief
Grief for such a death
I fall to my knees,
Begging, oh such begging
Pleading with all such self worth
If my own life is not enough
Let the foul smell of decay
And rotting flesh be swept away
Oh sweet love of all my creators
Forgive my poor soul
From my lifeless body staring at the empty cocoon
Laying there, its chest still, its body pale
Oh my eyes can’t handle the sight
I don’t want to understand this death
I want my involuntary senses to be taken
Taken and locked away
So those glazed light eyes that look at me
With its eyes begging me
But the fear of death makes me tremble
And my body shakes as the silence grows deeper
Without hearing your light voice
Oh this cruel merciless world
Taking the souls of our beloveds
No wonder we walk around empty inside
Our souls were taken when begged for forgiveness
Our senses taken and locked away for the beasts
Oh how my heart weeps for you
My dear, dear
Beloved