opening up

I've decided to write,
To open up my mind,

I'll give you the key,
So let's see what you find,

Search in the corners,
In this head, this abyss,

I want you to find it,
I don't want you to miss,

you sent my heading spinning,
With my heart you had twirled,

At first you were just girlfriend,
When you should have been my world,

I would give you a flower,
I would give you my heart,

I would become your anything,
Just so we can't part,

The pain that I caused you,
I can't let go from my head,

It will haunt me forever,
Until I am finally dead.