Hell no

So it would seem
I've found everything,
yes now I have everything.

But no, hell no.
I still want to go,
yes I still want to leave.
I know you're numb to this feeling
but I can't control what I'm feeling.

I won't let you know until it's too late,
we'll be older,
I'll grow colder,
I'll grow sober.

But I'll still say no,
hell no.