Dear Daddy.

I've been going through a lot,
You can see from up there I've been decaying with rot,
I've blown you off and my writing went down the tubes,
The only way to save me is to be with you.

I need saving cause it's hard to hold on,
I wake up in a dead sleep with the thought of holding your gun,
In my mouth,
Between my teeth,
Read my lips,
I need to keep.

I miss you more and more everyday,
And daddy,
Death seems like the only way.

Nothing can fill this dark void in my heart,
But you,
I just don't know where to start over,
Without you.

Your the reason I'm awake,
Your why I keep faking every laugh,
I want you to know I can make it and I can last.

Sometimes I hold my head and scream,
Scream for the way things used to be.

I cry,
For you,
For me,
For the ways that I believe,
For this love,
My regret,
And this void inside my heart.

Just know I'll make it for you,
For me,
And I'll pray to be the way I used to be.